Disappointment

No good news. The shower felt great, but I keep wondering why there hasn’t been any rejection notice or anything…

I waited for bail until just before 8 PM. After that, all that’s left is to roll call and go to bed. Professor Nagano is supposed to visit in the middle of the night. I need to check the situation. And at 11:30 PM, Professor Nagano came for the meeting. The result was indeed not good. Well, it was as expected, but still disappointing. Also, being woken up in the middle of the night makes it incredibly hard to sleep.

My mind is too alert to fall asleep…

I feel sorry for everyone around me who was expecting better news.

落胆

吉報ナシ。風呂が気持ちよかった。しかし、何故、棄却通知も何もないんだろう・・・と。

保釈を待ち続けて20時前。あとは点呼して寝るだけ。深夜に長野先生が来るんだった。とにかく状況を確認しよう。そして、深夜23時半、長野先生が接見に来た。結果はやはりダメだった。まぁ、予想通りとはいえ、ガッカリした。あと、深夜に起こされると寝るのがめっちゃくちゃキツイ。

頭がさえてねられない・・・。

期待していたまわりのみんなにも、申し訳ない。